So, we had group last night. We learnt move about transactional analysis. The councellor went through it at a rate of knotts and so we didn't really have time to process what she was saying. I will tell you more about it a different time.
I lost 3lb at the group. So I have now lost 11lb. It doesn't really mean anything though because I know at the weekend it was less. My mum lost 4lb despite drink milk and eating rice, she is a damn dirty cheat. She didn't tell the group about what she had done, which makes me suspect the rest of them as damn dirty cheats too. Next time I am there I am going to look them in the eyes and see if they have lapsed. I think it is appalling. If you cheat you should come clean and if my mum hasn't then they could all be cheating for all I know. Stupid cows sitting there so precious and butting in whenever the councellor attempts to explain anything. They are all so clearly sneaky liars. Me, on the other hand, I'm as clean as a body piecer's needle and that's the god's honest trust.
I might go shopping this evening. We have Thursday Late Night Shop here in S'ham. I am starting to feel like I have lost 11lb soley from my boobs so I think a new bra might be a good investment.
We'll really see how shiz is going down then because Thursday Late Night Shop, despite being a looked forward to weekly ritual for me, consistently makes me pissed off and miserable to the point of wanting to do a Brenda Ann Spencer in the middle of M&S. If I can walk around the shops and try things on this evening, get in my car and not want to drive into a wall, it will be a success. Thursday Late Night Shop is destine to fail. It is fraught with inherent problems. Tiredness obviously plays a large part.
Oh, and 'no food talk'. Yeah right. Thinking briefly about last night, I can recall the following food items being mentioned: cheese, peanuts, cake, ice cream, fudge, chips, jacket potato, biscuits, salad, doughnuts, McDonalds. And that's without even really trying.
And my mum managed to call a girl that wasn't there 'the big girl' in front of the entire group. That was a cringey moment.
