Group tonight! I have (obviously) not eaten conventional food this week but feel like my weight loss might not be very good this evening. I was Xst 6lb this morning, which means I'll probably be Xst 8lb tonight. That means a loss of 3lb. I don't think I've been drinking enough this week. Even though the new improved LL says you 'drink to your thirst' or whatever.
The week has just sorta run away with itself. I blame the bank holiday. Still, I can't expect to be amazing every week and hey, if this is my version of a bad week - not eating and still losing - I can hardly grumble.
Tabasco has grown on me. I don't remember if I told what I thought of it when I first tried it (burning mouth in a bottle) or what I did with it the first time I tried it (shook it directly on my tongue) but now I can't eat soup without it and I seriously glug it into my cup. I hope I'm not killing my tastebuds like Lister off of Red Dwarf.
I had a dream last night that I went to a chinese restaurant where they made whatever you asked them and I asked for mixed vegetables and tofu in black bean sauce with boiled rice. I don't remember eating it in my dream but I remember seeing them make it. I also dreamt about my ex-boyfriend, which was a downer but I think that's irrelevant.
I would like to see him and go 'ha! I'm thin and you're not. Gutted!' but obviously as I'm not thin that will have to wait. I doubt he would even notice that I had lost two stone. Having not seen me in two months I guess he would assume I have always been this size. To orchestrate my self-stroking plan I would need to wait until I was thin, which will be spring next year. Although I doubt he'd even (a) care who I was then or (b) recognise me. Maybe if I waited until then I wouldn't want to do it anymore. Besides, if I'm too good for him now then by next year I'll be out of stratosphere.
...and why oh why oh why oh why does no one ever comment on my blog??
