I tell you what, I am never missing a boxecise class again. I didn't go last week because I was ill and on Wednesday night after about three press-ups I thought I was going to die. I was wheezing about like a good'un. I tried my best, of course. So there I was grimacing, slogging it out and just trying to get through it. Thursday I didn't feel too bad. Whacked on the five inch heels and off I totter to work. By 3 o' clock though I felt like I'd been up 30 hours straight and spent 15 of them in a bout with Rocky. I was dragging myself down the corridor. Fuck the shoes, I thought and took them off. BIG MISTAKE! I could barely straighten my legs! Now I don't understand muscles or anything but man, flat footed walking hurt. After that I was just buggered. I was shuffling about like an old man. My arms too - but I was going for it at Boxecise with my arms. NANNY BYE BYES, you will LEAVE ME!!

It's funny because I don't wear my glasses to Boxecise and so pull all these funny World's-Strongest-Man type faces when I'm doing squats and lifting weights - I just assume that since I can't see people's faces they can't see mine! Remembering of course the whole place is bloody mirrored! Haha.

Didn't think I'd be able to run this morning. I did try and make excuses, honest. I led there at 6am going "I bet it's cold outside, let's not go yeah?" (I talk to myself like I'm two people, is that weird?) and the other part of me was like "Oh just shut up you lazy twat, get up.". It was alright actually. Am starting to get a bit faster these days. 5k run tomorrow though. URgh.

Oh yeah, so my mum told A last night to make sure I didn't become aneroxic - WTF? I'm sorry but what WTF? What. The. Fuck? I'm just sat here shaking my head at the screen of my laptop. Annoyance, that's what I feel.

So you know I said I wanted to eat at the Brighton Vegan Fayre? Well, I'm getting near to finishing, so I've decided I will start Route to Management on Wednesday 18 March at the latest. So whatever I am then - but most people say you lose weight at the beginning of Route to Management anyway, so I'll probably get down to 10st 4lb. In the morning at the moment I am weighing 10st 8lb. So if we assume I'll be 2lb heavier at LL (I usually am - evening-tide y'see), that's 10st 10lb at the mo...lose two pounds a week (sigh, used to be three)..yeah, should be roughly 10st 4lb but then. It's about a month away.

Anyway, time for breakfast. Ha...I wish. Vanilla milkshake. You know all I eat these days is vanilla shakes, strawberry shakes and peanut bars. Every day.

Breakfast - Vanilla Shake
Lunch - Strawberry Shake
5.30 snack - Peanut bar
Dinner - Vanilla Shake

BUT OMFG!! PORRIDGE ON TUESDAY!! WOOO HOOOOOOO! I can't wait! =D Yay for new foodpack.

So yeah, on I get. Turrah.